How ready is ready?

I’m really satisfied with the new opening of Perfect Justice.

If I were any more satisfied, I’d need a cigarette.

I think… I think tonight I’m going to format it for submission and send it out.

It is difficult for me to convey to you the cyclical process of excited submission; it’s really quite exquisite. It goes something like this.

1. Project is conceived.
2. Work is produced.
3. Work is painstakingly revamped.
4. Repeat 3 indefinitely.
5. Work is so good in writer’s eyes, writer thinks, How could anyone NOT love this?
6. Work is submitted for publication.
7. Writer remembers how crappy his earlier works were, even when he thought they were amazing.

I mean, I really think Perfect Justice is ready for publication. It was the first manuscript to earn a “send us more” note, and as much improvement as it’s seen since then, I can’t help but think that it’s going to published — if not by the first magazine, then by the second. Or the third.

So my brain goes into performance mode. This is IT, my brain tells me, what we’ve been waiting for!

I’ve thought this before. I think it with EVERY SUBMISSION I MAKE.

If I didn’t think the work was worth publishing, I wouldn’t send it out.

But no matter how good a work is, I can’t help remembering older works I thought were just phenomenal that now I can’t even stand.

It’s emotionally exhausting.

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  • Ben Farrar

    I have just read the early part of perfect justice and requested a manuscript. Like most good science fiction, it is surprisingly realistic considering that the events it describes are impossible for modern science to bring about. Its concept is intriguing, and the results are scary. I read only a few pages of material about these people, and I already feel as though I know Aaron and Ellen, and I feel for their plight.

    I once liked this story, but I now like it much more. I agree that it is ready for publication.

  • Jason R. Peters

    You can’t know Aiden that well…you got his first name wrong!

    **Jason goes back to the drawing board.**

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